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Ok I know I haven't written in this in forever! But anywas where should I start. hmmm Saturday sounds like a good day, lol...well anyways Saturday was my grandparents 67th anniversary party and I had to go, so I left my house around 5, and then I ended up at my uncle's house while my mom's sisters and brother took my grandparents out for dinner until the surprise party. So around 9 I went over to my grandparents house and then my mom and her sisters and brother and parents came in the house, and the party was ok. Then Bobby comes over to me, hahaa couldn't bring your friend huh? so i was like oo so I left and went and picked up Trinity. Then she tells me that I suppsoedly egged Sam's car...This girl can't get it through her fuckin thick head that I don't like her b/f but hse likes to think I do still for some god damn odd reason, but w/e then she tells cyndi that she saw my mom's car which is bullshit b/c i wasn't even driving it at all saturday so hahhaa nice lie bitch! But yeaa so she accuses me b/c she has no one else to accuse, but w/e I didn't do it. But kudos to who ever did! lol Anyways Sunday night I ended up going to the movies with Shanda and saw The Jacket and then we went to The Flying J and met up with Rob, Schafer, and Danny and we played some cards. Then we went back to her house around 1ish...and I told her to give danny my number if he was interested! Anyways... Tuesday night Trinity came over and we were watching Princess Diaries 2 and then the phone rang and it was Danny, lol I was like omg...hahahaa he wanted me to come over and watch movies at his buddy's house but I couldn't. THEN Thursday me and Trinity went to Batavia and we drove past Oliver's and Nick was workin but it was to busy so we didn't stop, so then I went and turned around and when we drove past Oliver's again his truck was gone, so I was like where the fuck could he have gone? Then a few cars ahead of me there was his truck and behind him was TIM :D So they were headed to Tim's house and I was behind Tim and beeped and he didn't know who it was b/c I had the new truck and i pulled up next to him and he was like OMG i haven't seen him since the last party and my oh my was that a fun time or what. Anyways so we pull in his drive way and are talkin' to him and Nick and then his g/f comes out and looks all pissed....Poor Tim! So we left. Today we went up to Batavia to get my nails done since it was to busy yesterday, but before that I was gonna stop and say hi to nick, but he wasn't at work, so I thought maybe he went to Tin's house, so we go to turn down the road that Tim lives on and there's Tim at the light. So he turns around and we park in a parking lot, and talk about random stuff. hahaa he said a lot of funny shit...like him n his pitbulls are gonna go huntin today and i asked him for what and he goes lol I can't say it's to naughty. And then he asked how someone was doing and he goes wait let me rephrase that...the girl with her nose this high in the air, and her head this low. I was like still the same way! LOL and then he says he has to trade his g/f in for a newer model, I was like oh man. I miss Tim, I can't wiat till I move to Batavia definately more partyin' with them guys!! wOOt wOOt!! Well anywas that was my day today. I'll add more later or tomorrow if I don't get o lazy.
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[22 Jan 2005|02:08pm] |
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How will I make it
through this storm
I have no where to turn
Nor no where to go
I'm walking through this storm
Trying to find myself
Is this how life is supposed to be
Full of confusion
Never understanding
My life is so complicated
all I want to do is figure
out how I am supposed to live
Everyone has something for me to do
But is it so wrong for me want to
Do my own thing?
I want to be my own person
Not what you want me to be
So please just let me find myself
and live my life
And I will show you I will make you proud
About what I have done with my life
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[21 Jan 2005|02:34pm] |
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yay it's friday which is normally a good thing, but i have to work until close. umm idk what im doing tonight, hopefully something fun. ummm i suppose ill write more later.
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[20 Jan 2005|01:51pm] |
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f i r s t s
First car: don't have one
First real kiss: Kyle McMullen
First screen name: Joeygurl16
First self purchased album: BSB
First funeral: Granpa Mike
First pets: WOW (really that was my cat's name)
First piercing/tattoo: Ears...nothing else YET
First credit card: don't wanna go in debt yet
First enemy: Ashley Moreland
First big trip: Pennsylvania
l a s t s
Last cigarette: a long ass time ago
Last car ride: like an hour ago
Last kiss: xmas day
Last good cry: 3 days after xmas
Last library book: Weep no more my lady (still got it)
Last movie seen: 50 first dates
Last beverage drank: Ice Tea (still drinking)
Last food consumed: New England Clam Chowder
Last crush: that's a joke...but ok it started with a letter like Jack in the bean stalk...
Last phone call: Laura
Last time showered: 7:00 am this morning
Last shoes worn: AE Boots
Last item bought: my nails
Last annoyance: this whole past week
Last time wanting to die: 3 days after xmas day AND this whole past week
f a s h i o n | s t u f f
01. Where is your favorite place to shops? Pac sun.
02. Any tattoos or piercings? 2 peircings
01. Do you do drugs? Alcohol.
02. What kind of shampoo do you use? some sebastian stuff
03. What are you most scared of? GUYS
04. What are you listening to right now? Eminem~Lose your self
05. where do you want to get married? Hawaii
06. how many buddies are online right now? 43
07. what would you change about yourself? ummm something!
h a v e | y o u | e v e r
01. given anyone a bath? yes
02. smoked? Yes
03. bungee jumped? no
04. made yourself throw up? yea
05. skinny dipped? nope
06. ever been in love? if that's what that was
07. made yourself cry to get out of trouble? I think once
08. pictured your crush naked? didn't have to
09. actually seen your crush naked? Yes
10. cried when someone died? wouldn't you?
11. lied? hell yea i gotta around here
12. fallen for your best friend? umm yea i think
13. been rejected? yea it sucks!
14. rejected someone? no
15. used someone? nope
16. done something you regret? Definately
c u r r e n t
clothes: Jeans, Aero shirt, black tank top, ae boots
music: d12~purple pills
make-up: none today to lazy
smell: ralph lauren
Desktop picture:John Gotti
dvd in player: Napolean Dynomite
color of toenails: idk
l a s t | p e r s o n
you touched: we'll keep that unmentioned....
hugged: trinny (just now;))
you imed: Coraleigh
you kissed: we'll keep that unmentioned too, it might start something again.
cuddled with: that one too, it might start something again.
a r e | y o u
understanding: depends
open-minded: yea
arrogant: yup!
insecure: all the time
interesting: i think so
hungry: not ne more
moody: sometimes
hardworking: yes!
organized: def
healthy: sure
shy: yea.
attractive:i wish
Bored Easily:HAAH i got told i have an attention span of a goldfish
responsible: yes
obsessed: With Gotti Boys
angry:not recently
sad: yea
happy: most of the time.
hyper: every time i'm with my friends
trusting: YES.
talkative: all the time
legal: not yet but in 3 months !!
w h o | d o | y o u | w a n n a
kill: umm RD
slap: RD
get high with: idk ne one that does taht
look like: Britney Spears
talk to offline: Trinity
talk to online: Shawne
w h i c h | i s | b e t t e r
coke or pepsi: Pepsi.
flowers or candy: flowers
tall or short: tall
r a n d o m
in the morning: im pissed
all you need is: love
love is: a bunch of bullshit
last person you danced with: danced?? i wish it woulda been unmentionalbye hehe
worst question to ask: How much do you weigh?
worst statement: I got your man!
who makes you laugh the most: Trin and her comments, lol
who makes you smile: trin n tris n hell all of my friends
who gives you a funny feeling when you see them: unmentionable again
who has a crush on you: i think someone does, but he's lying right now.
d o | y o u | e v e r
sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone to IM:nick
wish you were a member of the opposite sex: only during the time of menstration...:D
Wish you were younger: hell yea
n u m b e r
of times i have had my heart broken:like 4 diff times by same guy
of hearts i have broken: none
of guys ive kissed:6
of girls i've kissed: 1
of continents i have lived in: UNO!
of tight friends: 2 or 3
of cds i own: at least 200
of scars on body: 5
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[19 Jan 2005|06:54pm] |
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Where has the time gone
when i once was young
no care in the world
when i was a little girl
not a rebellious daughter
Where has the time gone
when i was daddy's girl
no longer am I that
I am just a kid
growing up with
a heavy load on my mind
Can i just go back
to daddy's little girl
to the age of 5
where everything was care free
and all i wanted to be was me
I know i can't but i can dream right?
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[17 Jan 2005|03:20pm] |
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oh man it's snowing like f*n mad craziness! but yeaa...so tomorrow if there isn't any school me and tris are gonna go play in the snow with curtis!! we'll take pictures, b/c it'll be mad fun! woohoo. i should go up and study for programming exam tomorrow...heh. woohoo tonight is monday...AND GROWING UP GOTTI IS ON TONIGHT! i'm so happy! my dose of hotties for a half hour! well i'm gonna go write more later.
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[16 Jan 2005|11:14pm] |
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heh i always tend to stop writing in this thing for a few days. so recap: friday laura stayed the night we really didn't do anything interesting except for watching camp movies from this past summer. umm saturday i went and got my nails done in lockport and then we went to Applebee's it was fun, me and laura busted out Nsync Celebrity hahah! i know i know come on now we're 17 wtf. lol oh well. then i had to go to work at 4-close, BUT i got outta work at 7:30 so i came home got ready for my night and went out moonlight bowling with the gang. OMG so we got stuck next to the faggot! i mean come on no one likes that kid and we had to get stuck next to him wtf! but yea so tonight i stayed home and got bugged by tyler to come get him, so i went out in the fuckin cold and went to pick him up and then we played phase 10 and then laura is staying the night and tyler's sitll here...and curtis and mj are on their way so we can watch *Without a Paddle* *Napolean Dynomite* and *Shaun of the Dead* well kiddies....i think i'ma go and hang out with the bithces! haha...have a great day! :)
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[14 Jan 2005|03:04pm] |
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yea yea i realize that i have been slackin on this journal thing, but nothing really interesting has happened that i am able to share right at the moment, and heh maybe never. oh well i am just sitting here on this friday doing nothing until i go to work. ahh the wonderful joys of working at that damn place. uhh so last night i was gettin super pissed because darius thinks i should give danny a chance, fuck that i don't like the kid and i never will. i don't know there's just sometihng about him that i can't stand. is there something wrong with that? but whatever. so yesterdays weather was like unbelievable...why can't it be like that for the rest of the year until next christmas?? haha. I know it can't but wouldn't be lovely! well i gtg works a callin' my name and laura's staying the ngiht tonight! yay! friday's back to normal with laura over...haha
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[09 Jan 2005|12:10pm] |
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Last night was ok...me tris trin and laura went moonlight bowling, but before hand we went driving around town and had a few beers...and beeped at people and listened to one song a lot! then we ended up going behind tops parking lot and driving around it was fun. then we finally got to the lanes, where it was fun until me and tris got yelled at for going outside with our bowling shoes on. but w/e the I felt so bad b/c first i "broke" tyler's finger, which isn't true! and then I accidently poked him in the eye with my nail. Oops Sorry!! hehe. but then that's about it. I came home and watched *Walking Tall* and went to bed. Now today is another day and I don't knwo what I'm going to do. Probably just sit around here and do nothing all day. Depends on what tristen is doing... hmmm i'll have to get a hold of her after she gets outta work.
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[08 Jan 2005|10:05am] |
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So last night was Friday...and I went up to the city with my girls (Tristen & Trinity)...well we went to Mighty Taco and ran through this big ass ditch...AND then we decided we wanted to be high rollers and go eat at Applebee's! So we go there and wait about 10 mins for a table...and then we eat and all that fun shit...then the bill comes dun dun dun dun...well we only had 30.00 all together we thought we'd be good...but the bill was 29.45 well lets just say we left the money on the table but no money for the tip and we creeped outta there...I felt kinda bad...no tip but heyy what can ya do ya know? The girl didn't even bring us our food she just took our drinks gave them to us and took our order and brought us the bill...she didn't deserve a tip right?? well anyways then we go for a lil road trip to NeWfAnE...we see some kids we beeped and waved but they didn't wave back...:( But anyways it took us 20 mins to get from Newfane back to Medina. Hahah in the country Tristen makes the horn stick so no dders come out it was great stuff and Trin's in the back what are you doing?? But yea so we came back to my house last night and I got all my stuff and stayed the night but before I left I put up an away message that said.. *OK..so here's the thing; new years eve I wasn't able to spend with my best friends b/c of some stupid bullshit...so tonight is my new years eve with my best friends Tris n Trin...:-)
Bud Light + Hot Tubbin = One Fucking Great Time without Backstabbing Bitches!! WHAT?!
*Erica*;-):-P* and then this morning I come home to a message from the girl that says *I hope you have fun tonight TTYL:)* I told tris about it and she just laughed. Oh well haha.. so tonight is another fantastic night i'm sure...MoOnLiGhT bOwLiNg with the Girls!! *Tristen, Trinity, Laura...and there'll be boyz there too* hehe maybe someone will interest me...haha i doubt it! Hey well it's 10:13 a.m. and Tristen loves me so much she's lending me money to go WooHoo! Well I gtg burn my sis a CD and then eat my breakfast...And hten SHOWER TIME FOR ME!! woohoo! Oh yea hot tubbin was kick ass last night except for the fact I started to think about things...FUCK THEM! I gotta get me a REAL MAN not some loser!! haha.
*ErIcA*
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[07 Jan 2005|06:47am] |
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So...this morning my friend leaves me a message...and it's quite funny... hey
when I road to tops with linds and sam wed night.,....this song came on and sam was like linds its the song and linds is like yea I know turn it up and ....I think it has to do with you...
cuz tehy didnt actually say out loud exactly they kinda kept it wuiet...cuz tehy know im friends with you
but its this song
girl when you call my phone just say what's on your mind, ok?
don't call and hang up, i'm not into that ..
you want me to tell you sumthin? lemme tell you sumthin ..
your man, he told me that he's tired of the s**t you got
he took one hit and said my good s**t keeps him comin back
he likes it tight and said your s**t is just a little slack
girls dont get mad at me, i'm only telling you the fact
(chorus)
i got your man and you can't do anything about it
you may think he is comin' back to you but.. i doubt it
don't make no sense, you even call ur man, try to work out it
'cause i got your man and you can't do anything about it
HllStrBaB1: he told me you don't give him room nor give him breathing space
and when he's out with friends you call and get up on his case
he wants a girl that's down and cool, not all up in his face
that's why i'm here with him cause i'm about to take your place
(chorus)
i got your man and you can't do anything about it
you may think he is comin' back to you but.. i doubt it
don't make no sense, you even call your man, try to work out it
cause' i got your man and you can't do anythin' about it
(reggae)
this is a lesson and a lesson you will learn
take care of your man or else you lose your turn
respect your man and then your respect return
this a little sign, you might go get burned
notice when he don't come home on time
HllStrBaB1: you might have an extra lover in mind, but ..
(chorus)
i got your man and you cant do anything about it
you may think he is comin' back to you but, i doubt it
don't make no sense, you even call your man, try to work out it
cause' i got your man and you can't do anythin' about it
your man, he told me that he's tired of the s**t you got
he took one hit and said my good s**t keeps him comin back
he likes it tight and said, ur s**t is just a lil slack
girls dont get mad at me, im only telling you the facts
that's hillarious!! But ya know fuck em both...b/c that one chick is supposed to be my friend, shows she's a backstabbin bitch!
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[06 Jan 2005|09:32pm] |
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Yea so today in health was quite boring so I wrote a poem...heh...
I am going on
leaving you.
There's no choice
but to
One day you'll notice
how much I truly cared
When your gone
Out of my life
When I don't think
of you anymore
don't you dare try
to come back
It took me so long
to realize you never cared
I won't go through the pain
You finally lost me
No more will I be a call away
No more will I be a friend
No more will I even try
to make you understand
But notice, you'll never
Find someone who truly
Loved you as much as me.
I don't know why I'm writing poetry all of a sudden I suck at it though so heh.
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[05 Jan 2005|01:29pm] |
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Yea so today was ok...so far anyhow it is only 1:30 I fell asleep in Film & Video but hey I guess that's what happens when you watch Citizen Kane...it's a dumb movie!! I get my matching wallet this weekend along with the SheDaisy CD!! YAY! I'm so happy! Maria is supposed to be coming down sometime this weekend. I haven't hung out with her in like 2 and a half years!! More fun pictures to take...hehehe! I have to work today from 5-9 that's always fun...maybe I'll get sent home early like I did on Monday, but then I'm done until next week sometime. I'm so happy today is Wednesday 2 more days then it's the weekend! Moonlight bowling this weekend again...! YAY! I really have to stop spending my check every week! OK...from now on I am putting all my paychecks in the bank the whole thing! My goal is to have 1500.00 by my 18th birthday which is April 29...I think I can do it! I need a damn car!! Well this is where I leave to go work out and get my happy ass into shape, b/c I need to lose some of this weight so I can look killer by prom..and make all my old guys be like DAMN! hehe anyways have fun! I'll write more tomorrow Love Yas!!
*erica*
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yea...today was kinda boring..I gave Trin a makeover!! it looks really good... anyways i'm really beat had fun tonight but i'll write more tomorrow!
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umm so this is a poem I wrote over the summer...it's horrible b/c I can't write poetry just thought I'd try... so yea...
You don't know how you've hurt me
You really have no clue
The way you used to make me feel
Was something so unreal
I loved the way you caressed my skin
While laying in your arms
The way I'd look into your eyes
& the way you'd stare right back
Until one of us would speak
With a great big smile.
The way you held me when it was time to leave
Made me want to spend every waking
moment with you.
Your nonchalant invite to the bedroom
Waking up next to you with your
arms wrapped around me, made me feel loved.
But as I look back
I notice how much a fool I was
you said you never used me
But now I disagree
You got what you wanted
A few times from me
My heart was broken yet once more
And you swore you never would
Now you act like I am nothing
Not even a memory
But what you don't realize
Is how much you've hurt me
You made me feel like no one else has
I longed for what you have given me
Just wish that it used to be the same
I just want you to know
that I will always care.
In my heart will always be
the memories of you and me.
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[03 Jan 2005|01:57pm] |
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So today was back to school...yuck! My shoulder is still killing me, and now I'm still bored. I have to go to work tonight from 5-9. I hate my job!! OMG but yea so I love my new layout Coraleigh made for me!! I <3 her so much and I miss her too! But yea...so I've had a shitty day I guess...I really don't know what else I wanna write about it. I need a damn car!! UH well I'll write later.
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